A woman’s nightmare living life alone,
raising a family doing everything on her own,
finding that right person for you trusting you can bring a man into your home,
thinking this man will love you unconditionally,
love your children like his own, except the responsibility,
because he loves you, he will love the entire family,
including the children that may call another man daddy,
who would have thought he would violate me,
put me in a position to choose being his wife or doubt for a minute my bond as a mommy,
the thought of him abusing my baby,
makes me so darn angry,
what did I miss, was I so in love I couldn’t see,
these are the painful thoughts I deal with I am angry not at you but me,
I don’t want you to think I neglected you to the point I couldn’t recognize in my own home my baby was abused,
I’m mad with me not with you,
you didn’t break up my relationship, I had nothing if it wasn’t true and genuine,
of course I love you more then him,
the thoughts of this happening under my roof is so horrific,
don’t make a mistake my child,
I may have been in temporary denial,
but I will love you until the day you die,
Mommy is so sorry I made a mistake,
I thought he loved us,
I never thought he would rob my baby of her innocence,
I am not mad at you I am mad at me.
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